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If I Fall

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What to expect

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A gritty, heart-stopping crime thriller that will have you utterly obsessed.

We were told to meet at a rooftop bar.

Four friends, bound by one terrible secret.

No one knew why we were there.

Then we saw a woman, watched as she fell from the edge and plunged to her death.

The police think it's suicide, but I know better.

Someone is sending a message.

Now they're coming for us.


Praise for Merilyn Davies:

'Fresh, compelling and compassionate' AMANDA JENNINGS

'A breath-taking, page-turning read' CLARE MACKINTOSH

'Assured, fresh, engrossing' MEL SHERRATT

'Compassionately, confidently and beautifully written' STEVE MOSBY

© Merilyn Davies 2021 (P) Penguin Audio 2021

Critics Review

The characters - and potential suspects - introduced are interesting and compelling, with the background story original and disturbing. Without giving too much away, I felt the subject tackled in this novel deserves to be widely recognised and confronted. This layered plot considers a range of themes including homelessness, revenge and sexuality. By combining all of these strands, Merilyn Davies has produced a believable novel with realistic characters
Elementary V Watson
Superbly written ... For me, If I Fall is an unputdownable, page turner of a read, that kept me guessing and kept me on the edge of my seat throughout ... I will certainly be reading more of Merilyn's work in the future
Ginger Book Geek
Gripping and authentic
Sunday Times Crime Club
Merilyn Davies ventures away from the well-known paths to build a gripping thriller
Meggy Roussel
This fast-paced, authentic thriller – written by an ex-crime analyst – immerses you so deeply in the investigation, you’ll be desperate to get to the bottom of the case.
Crime Monthly Magazine
‘The darkness surrounding the two girls and their vulnerable hopelessness twanged at my heart strings…That the author is a former crime analyst gives the story an authentic, experienced and intelligent feel. Yet pleasingly there is not too much police jargon. There is a good sense of atmosphere along with time and place in both timelines…an excellent debut novel.’
Crime Review
Author Merilyn Davies
Narrator Remmie Milner, Tamaryn Payne
Duration 9 hours and 16 minutes
Release Date
ISBN 9781473577817
Format Audiobook
Publisher Random House
Genre Crime and mystery: police procedural, Psychological thriller, Thriller / suspense fiction
Availability AU, GB, IE, US

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