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Big Man
- Author
- Dean Atta
- Narrator
- Jay Lafayette Valentine
- Publisher
- W. F. Howes Ltd
- Publish Date
- 3 September 2026
- Run Time
- 6 hours 27 minutes
- Format
- Audiobook
What to expect
Big came of age in the club scene under the watchful eye of Mother, an African American trans woman who made a home and a name for herself in London, her house a refuge for wayward queer youth like Big. When he finds out Mother is releasing a memoir, the two reconnect after decades of distance, and Big finds himself having to confront a long-repressed assault that opens old – and new – wounds.
A tender, daring novel full of gentle humour, BIG MAN explores themes of identity, aging, sex, family, and trauma, turning a lens on what it means to age as a queer person, while being a double-edged love letter to the people and places that make us.
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Details
- Author
- Dean Atta
- Narrator
- Jay Lafayette Valentine
- Duration
- 6 hours 27 minutes
- Release Date
- 3 September 2026
- ISBN
- 9781004258703
- Format
- Audiobook
- Publisher
- W. F. Howes Ltd
- Genre
- Fiction: special features: Yaoi / BL novels, Contemporary lifestyle fiction, Narrative theme: Love and relationships
Synopsis
BIG MAN follows the life of Big, a middle-aged, Black British gay man who lives a gentle life with his boyfriend, Little, in their home in East London. Big and Little enjoy evenings out and group holidays with friends, as much as practising yoga together at home, and running side by side along the Hackney canals.Big came of age in the club scene under the watchful eye of Mother, an African American trans woman who made a home and a name for herself in London, her house a refuge for wayward queer youth like Big. When he finds out Mother is releasing a memoir, the two reconnect after decades of distance, and Big finds himself having to confront a long-repressed assault that opens old – and new – wounds.A tender, daring novel full of gentle humour, BIG MAN explores themes of identity, aging, sex, family, and trauma, turning a lens on what it means to age as a queer person, while being a double-edged love letter to the people and places that make us.
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