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Control Freak by DJ Jamison

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Control Freak

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Narrator
John Solo
Publisher
Tantor Media, Inc
Publish Date
12 May 2026
Run Time
9 hours 15 minutes
Format
Audiobook
$13.95

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What to expect

I'm the bossy brother . . .

Controlling the world around me is the only way I feel safe. Childhood abuse has left me scarred inside and out. But control makes me feel strong.

Unfortunately, I can't control everything I want—including my body's panic response to touch. It's hard to share affection with my brothers, much less anyone else. I've all but given up on a romantic relationship.

My only intimacy is with a camboy who can give me what I need without triggering my trauma. Shiloh is beautiful, warm, and sensitive. We're not just camboy and client; we're friends. It's not everything I crave, but it's more than I've ever had.

Then I find out he's in trouble—and I can't stand by and watch him get hurt. I bring him home, pushing my boundaries to protect him. But once he's in my safe space, so close and inviting, my temptation wars with preservation.

Can I overcome my touch-aversion for a chance at real love—or will I just hurt us both?

Contains mature themes.

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Author
DJ Jamison
Narrator
John Solo
Duration
9 hours 15 minutes
Release Date
12 May 2026
ISBN
9798331966607
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
Tantor Media, Inc
Genre
Romance, Romance, Romance

Synopsis

I'm the bossy brother . . . Controlling the world around me is the only way I feel safe. Childhood abuse has left me scarred inside and out. But control makes me feel strong.Unfortunately, I can't control everything I want—including my body's panic response to touch. It's hard to share affection with my brothers, much less anyone else. I've all but given up on a romantic relationship.My only intimacy is with a camboy who can give me what I need without triggering my trauma. Shiloh is beautiful, warm, and sensitive. We're not just camboy and client; we're friends. It's not everything I crave, but it's more than I've ever had.Then I find out he's in trouble—and I can't stand by and watch him get hurt. I bring him home, pushing my boundaries to protect him. But once he's in my safe space, so close and inviting, my temptation wars with preservation.Can I overcome my touch-aversion for a chance at real love—or will I just hurt us both?Contains mature themes.

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