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I Don't Know How to Tell You This
- Author
- Marian Thurm
- Narrator
- Alexandra Cohler
- Publisher
- Highbridge Company
- Publish Date
- 4 November 2025
- Run Time
- 7 hours 12 minutes
- Format
- Audiobook
What to expect
I Don't Know How to Tell You This focuses on Judge Rachel Sugarman and her life both inside and outside the courtroom. Rachel is part of a close Jewish family whose lives are marked by significant emotional challenges, including the painful recognition that her beloved husband is slowly being diminished by memory loss, and the past trauma of her mother-in-law, a prickly Holocaust survivor who, in old age, continues to struggle with her grief.
Rachel's career as a judge and the power she wields in her courtroom offer an intimate look at a woman navigating what is still, in the twenty-first century, a profession most often dominated by men. The novel explores the very topical issues of child and spousal abuse, which color the dark undercurrent of the courtroom scenes. And though it reflects serious issues, there is very clearly a pitch-black comic sensibility at work throughout the novel. By turns sad and touching and quirkily humorous, I Don't Know How To Tell You This is vintage Marian Thurm.
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- Author
- Marian Thurm
- Narrator
- Alexandra Cohler
- Duration
- 7 hours 12 minutes
- Release Date
- 4 November 2025
- ISBN
- 9781696619264
- Format
- Audiobook
- Publisher
- Highbridge Company
- Genre
- ‘Street’ fiction, Family life fiction, Narrative theme: Love and relationships, Religious and spiritual fiction
Synopsis
A complex family drama with a Manhattan family court judge at its center.I Don't Know How to Tell You This focuses on Judge Rachel Sugarman and her life both inside and outside the courtroom. Rachel is part of a close Jewish family whose lives are marked by significant emotional challenges, including the painful recognition that her beloved husband is slowly being diminished by memory loss, and the past trauma of her mother-in-law, a prickly Holocaust survivor who, in old age, continues to struggle with her grief. Rachel's career as a judge and the power she wields in her courtroom offer an intimate look at a woman navigating what is still, in the twenty-first century, a profession most often dominated by men. The novel explores the very topical issues of child and spousal abuse, which color the dark undercurrent of the courtroom scenes. And though it reflects serious issues, there is very clearly a pitch-black comic sensibility at work throughout the novel. By turns sad and touching and quirkily humorous, I Don't Know How To Tell You This is vintage Marian Thurm.
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