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This Isn't the Story I Wanted by Nicole Langman

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This Isn't the Story I Wanted

Publisher
ChristianAudio.com
Publish Date
15 September 2026
Run Time
6 hours 26 minutes
Format
Audiobook
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What do you do when the life you planned is no longer the life you're living?

When loss doesn't come with a headline, a funeral, a condolence card, or a casserole?

When you're left wondering if God sees the invisible aches from dreams unraveling and life unfolding in ways you never imagined?

These are all deeply painful, grief-worthy losses. Yet women hesitate to call these losses grief. We tend to compare our pain to someone else's and decide we should be stronger or over it by now. We may minimize or dismiss our feelings.

In This Isn’t the Story I Wanted, therapist, social worker, and speaker Nicole Langman gently reminds you that grief isn't reserved for death alone. Written in short, devotional-style chapters, this book can be listened to whenever you need a moment of encouragement or hope.

With biblical wisdom, tender understanding, and a therapeutic approach, Nicole invites you to name your pain, process your losses, and discover that God is present even in the stories you never would have chosen.

Let yourself reimagine your grief―where the broken ground of your loss can become the very place God grows hope and a new chapter.

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Details

Author
Nicole Langman
Narrator
Jennifer Walden
Duration
6 hours 26 minutes
Release Date
15 September 2026
ISBN
9781545934258
Format
Audiobook
Publisher
ChristianAudio.com
Genre
Christian life and practice, Religious aspects of sexuality, gender and relationships, Christian life and practice, Coping with death and bereavement, Christian life and practice, Personal religious testimony and popular inspirational works

Synopsis

What do you do when the life you planned is no longer the life you're living?When loss doesn't come with a headline, a funeral, a condolence card, or a casserole?When you're left wondering if God sees the invisible aches from dreams unraveling and life unfolding in ways you never imagined?These are all deeply painful, grief-worthy losses. Yet women hesitate to call these losses grief. We tend to compare our pain to someone else's and decide we should be stronger or over it by now. We may minimize or dismiss our feelings.In This Isn’t the Story I Wanted, therapist, social worker, and speaker Nicole Langman gently reminds you that grief isn't reserved for death alone. Written in short, devotional-style chapters, this book can be listened to whenever you need a moment of encouragement or hope.With biblical wisdom, tender understanding, and a therapeutic approach, Nicole invites you to name your pain, process your losses, and discover that God is present even in the stories you never would have chosen.Let yourself reimagine your grief―where the broken ground of your loss can become the very place God grows hope and a new chapter.

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